"And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli,
Eli, lama sabacthani; that is to say, My God, my God, why hast thou
forsaken me?" - Matthew 27:46
Mark, my soul! Jesus had hung upon the cross now for six hours. Think
what agonies he sustained both in soul and body. The fury of hell had
broke out upon him, and in the cruelties of the men around him,
exercised upon his sacred person, manifested how extensive that fury
was. But had this been all; had God the Father smiled upon him, had the
cup of trembling been taken away, some alleviation would have taken
place in Jesus's sufferings; but so far was this from being the case,
that the heaviest load of the sorrow his holy soul sustained, was the
wrath of the Father due to sin, as the sinner's surety. Angels, no
doubt, looked on. All heaven stood amazed. And, at length, overpowered
with the fullness of sorrow and anguish of soul, the dying Lamb cried
out," My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? "Pause, my soul, while
thou hearest in the ear of faith, still vibrating in the air, the
dolorous cry; and conceive, if it be possible, what the holy, harmless,
undefiled Jesus felt, when such expressions of exquisite terror and
distress were forced from his dying lips. What forsaking was this of
Jesus by God his Father? Not the dissolving of the union between them:
not the withdrawing the arm of his strength; for Jesus still calls him,
"Eli, Eli," that is, My strong One. Not that he left him to himself;
neither that his love for Jesus was lessened: but it was the
withdrawing or withholding those sweet manifestations whereby he had
sustained the human nature of Jesus, through the whole of his
incarnation. It was beholding Jesus in this solemn season as the
sinner's surety; and as such, it was a punishing desertion; implying
that as Jesus stood, or rather hung, with all the burden of our sins,
he was so deserted for that time as we, out of Jesus, deserve to be
forsaken forever. The cry of Jesus, the shriek of his precious soul,
under this desertion, represented the everlasting shrieks of them that
are cast out of God's gracious presence to all eternity. Here pause
again, my soul. And wouldst thou have howled this endless, pitiable cry
forever, had not Jesus uttered it for thee once? And art thou, by
virtue of it, saved from this wrath to come? Hath Jesus both borne thy
sins, carried thy sorrows, and been forsaken of his Father, that thou
mightest enjoy his presence and favour forever? My soul, what wilt thou
render to the Lord for all his benefits? Wilt thou not take the cup of
salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord, now thy Jesus hath for
thee taken the cup of trembling, and drank all the dregs of it?
Precious, precious Redeemer, may I never, never lose sight of thee in
this part of thy sufferings also; and especially eye thee still more
when my soul is under the hidings of God's countenance. Let me
recollect, dearest Lord! that thou hast been forsaken before thy
people, and for thy people; and here, as in all other instances, thou
hast the pre-eminence, so as to sanctify even our momentary desertions
to our good and to thy glory. Yes, precious Lord! such are the blessed
effects of thy desertion, that hence my soul learns, my God still
supports, though my God may withhold his comforts. Jesus was forsaken
for a season, that my soul might not be forsaken forever. And grant me,
dearest Lord, from thy bright example, to cast myself wholly upon thee,
as thou didst upon thy Father, when all sensible comforts fail,
convinced that thou "art the strength of my heart, and my portion
forever!"
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