"Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye
are in heaviness through manifold temptations." - I Pet. i, 6.
My soul! it is too difficult a task to flesh and blood, but it is among
the most blessed triumphs of grace, to glory in tribulation, that the
power of Jesus may rest upon the soul. Pause over the subject, and see
whether in the little exercises of thy life, such things are among
thine experiences. A soul must be truly taught of God the Father; truly
acquainted with Jesus, and living near to him; and truly receiving the
sweet and constant influences of the Holy Ghost; when, in the absence
of the streams of all creature comforts, he is solacing himself at the
fountain-head; and, amidst also the fiery darts of temptations! But, my
soul, if this be thy happy portion, thou must have acquired it in the
school of grace. There are some precious marks by which thou wilt
ascertain these things. As, first - I must see that the manifold
temptations, be they of what kind or number they may, are in the
permissions of Jesus must trace the footsteps of Jesus in them, the
hand Jesus directing me through them, the voice of Jesus must hear in
them; and, in short, his sacred Person regulating and ordering all the
several parts of them. If I see his love, his wisdom, his grace, his
goodwill, in all the appointment; whatever heaviness the temptations
themselves induce, there will still be cause left for joy - yea, for
great joy. Moreover, it will be an additional alleviation to soften
their pressure, if through the whole of their exercise, the soul be
enabled to keep in view, that God's glory, and my soul's happiness,
will be the sure issue of them. If I can realize Jesus's presence, as I
pass through them, and interpret, with an application to myself that
blessed promise, in which the Lord saith, "I know the thoughts I think
toward you, saith the Lord; thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give
you an expected end;" these mercies mingled with the trial, will
sweeten, and almost take away all its bitter. And, lastly, to add no
more - If, my soul, the Holy Ghost should lead out thine whole heart
upon the Person of Jesus during the conflict, and by making thee
sensible of thy weakness, to take shelter in him, and to lean
altogether upon his strength; so that thou art able to believe and to
depend upon the fulfilment of his promise, when, to the eye of sense,
there doth not seem a way by which that promise may be fulfilled; these
are foundations for rejoicing, and of great rejoicing too; because they
are all out of thyself, and centered in Him, with whom there is no
possibility of change. These are, like the Michtams of David, precious,
golden things. For this is to live upon Jesus, to rejoice in Jesus, and
to find in him a suited strength for every need. Blessed will be these
exercises, my soul, if thou art enabled thus to act under manifold
temptations.
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