"My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed; I will sing and give praise." - Psalm 57-7.
My soul! here is a delightful subject proposed for thine evening
meditation, in the fixedness of the heart. The only possible way of
really "singing and giving praise to the Lord" with the heart, is when
the Lord hath fixed thine heart to the service. Many rush to
ordinances, as the unthinking horse rusheth to the battle: not so, my
soul, be thy practice. See to it, that He who alone can give a
fixedness to the heart, hath fixed thine; for then, when the view of a
God in Christ is brought home by the Holy Ghost to thy warmest and most
devout affections, then, and not before, will there be a going forth of
those affections, awakened and led by the same Almighty Spirit, upon
the glorious person of thy Lord, and faith will be in lively exercise,
in a way of praise, and love, and obedience, and joy. Then thou wilt
sing and give praise "with the spirit, and with the understanding
also." Sit down now, in the coolness of this sweet summer evening, and
wait upon thy Jesus in silence and in meditation before him, until the
Lord hath given thee this fixedness of affection on his person and
righteousness; and then thou wilt find a fitness for devotion, and a
fitness in devotion, from the sweet influences of God the Holy Ghost.
Oh! how blessed is it to retire from every eye but his, who seeth in
secret; and to remember, that while thine eye is looking upon Him, he
is ever looking upon thee! Such a thought as this begins to give a
fixedness to the heart; for the whole current and stream of the
affections are directed, and therefore pour in to this one channel; so
that, like a river not divided, nothing of it runs another way. And
when the full tide of thine affections is thus tending to the person of
Jesus, shall not such a fixedness of thought make thee cry out, as
David, "My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed; I will sing and
give praise?" It is this state of the heart, which makes all the
difference between the gracious and the carnal. Both may use closet
duties; both may read, yea, study the word; yea, become proficients in
the outer understanding of the word; the meditation may furnish the
head, but not feed the heart: but it is the gracious soul that enjoys.
It is a solemn consideration, how many are employed from year to year,
in spiritual things, whose hearts all the while remain carnal. But
where there is a fixedness of the heart, by the Spirit of the living
God, upon the person, offices, and character of the Lord Jesus Christ,
the meditation doth not settle for the mere discharge of a duty, but
for the joy of the soul. Oh how I love thy law!" is then the language
of the fixed heart; "it is my meditation all the day." My soul, dost
thou know these things by heartfelt testimony? Doth God the Holy Ghost
shine in upon thee with his light, to give thee sweet views, engaging
views, soul-arresting views of Jesus? Are thine eyes, I mean the whole
affections of thy soul, fixing themselves on Jesus, as a longing woman
fixeth upon the one object of her desire, which nothing beside can
satisfy? Oh! it is blessed to have this fixedness of mind at all times
upon the person of Jesus. For this is to enter into the heart, and to
shut to the door, (as Christ expresseth it) by shutting out all
thoughts besides, and then looking in every direction for Jesus, and
finding him in all, and upon all. His word, his grace, his secret
whispers, his communications, are like so many rich cabinets of jewels,
which the soul turns over, and finds Jesus in every one. Oh! thou dear
Lord Jesus! grant me this happy frame of mind, that I may say, with
David, "My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed; I will sing and
give praise!"
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